I Struggle

My tendency in writing is to be introspective and rawly personal. I indulged in this propensity last year and wrote my life story and also became engaged in discussions about my personal issues. I will leave it to God to determine how fruitful and therapeutic that was. It was definitely purging, I think I got everything out about the past, though I'm sure there's still healing that needs to occur. Now however, I am not at liberty to write deeply personal present tense things because some of the principals (not talking about George or the kids) might be reading, and I'm not sure how beneficial it would be anyway. It feels kind of like the low road to take at present. But still, I have issues. I struggle to love and relate as I ought. I struggle with anxiety. I struggle to rely on God to supply all of my needs and not go grasping elsewhere. Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me, a sinner. I think that prayer is where my answers are and where my attention needs to be directed.